and 3 becomes 5

are there 5 of us now? i think i am missing a lot.

i need to find more fish before i end up married to apw. he came over again last night. and left early this morning. need fish.

for something...

emails emails emails..back and forth. I have no idea how far (how long) to take these emails before I demand some meetings or just give up. Some important compatibility things have to be decided in person! Maybe I'm working too hard to verify a connection via emails; these eggs are starting to rot. One fish in particular, time to meet to continue the conversation, maybe to meet again, maybe to keep fishing. I've lost interest in other fish/eggs, though they have not. We talked last week about waiting till he asks you out... I'm getting bored. Even once we decide to meet, there is the factor of my fucked schedule which keeps me from being able to do these things readily. Sigh. So many frustrations.

At least I've had two (or more, what counts as w date?!?! DEFINE.) dates this weekend. And I madeout with a ginger. And had a (wholly platonic sleepover at the fh) with the guy who thinks I'm too tall. And I talked on the phone to an old flame (/nothing will probably ever happen friend) for 2.7 hours yesterday. Swoon. Sigh.

Ha. Ladies, what the shit. Not to mention, I fucking hate valentine's day. Thank god I'm working a 48+ hour shift.